I had told myself I won’t let it show. I won’t let you show my sensitively . I won’t show how much you hurt me. I didn’t see the wave that rushed through and crashed on my self esteem. I loved you so and didn't see what I was being made of. My mind is gone, I’m spinning around. My tears were what I will drown. I allowed you to come into my heart and cut me like a knife when you walked out of my life. ): Farhan, You cheer me up, listen to my stories, and also you are always be there for me. i do really cherish our friendship. ): Then again who am i to stop you from being happy if your happy with her. All i want is you being happy and thats all i want for you.