Remembering, we always talk on the phone for an hour. Just to hear your voice. Haish I really want to heard that you will said if I was ever broken, you’ll find all the pieces of my heart and put them back together again. But now, you are changed. You promise me that you won't leave me. but now I’m left with more pain. Sweet your trying to hurt me but really you know you’re hurting yourself more. You know it’s hard to tell me good bye. Sweet I’ve been there before. I understand how difficult it is for you. I know it pains you to hurt me like this. I realise how much disappointment you’ll be feeling, before making up your mind. And I want so much, to ask you to stay. I want so much to cry and beg you not to go, but the truth is; I really want to be in relationship with you. But I just not ready yet. Break free from me. Maybe I’m just so selfish that I want you to stay. I would be lying if I said that I don’t feel any pain at all. I go to the road where you are, so lovely. I’ve been missing you so much. I feel like an idiot who cannot tell, I wanted to confess to you. Sweet don’t you know I still love you so much. The passion and love in my heart just doesn’t melt away. Life has no correct answer, feels like I’m lost in a maze, in the shadows searching for light. I was so afraid of the dark, but you gave me comfort. Sweet we are falling apart now. I never thought I’ll see this day, when you’ll leave so coldly. I feel so paralyze and helpless. I don’t regret ever opening up to you. Sweet I know that I was being too selfish for wanting someone like you. I fell in love with your compassion, your beauty in life and love. Sweet what did I do to ever deserve something as beautiful as you? From this day on, you’ll no longer be mine. This is the way that this story unfolds. Sad, you’re the first one to give up on us. You were the one who had always kept us together all this time. You always given me the strength to believe and carry on. You told me never to give up. I’m supposed to be happy for you. Smile and wish you luck and be happy for your happiness. But somehow, I can’t hold back my tears. What a crazy love we had. Sweet I’m so sorry that I’m had been selfish. Even now, I still want you here with me. Part of my heart is telling you, to please leave. I can’t do this anymore, all this is killing me. I know our love has been painful with constant fighting. Through all the drama, I would like to say that I really did love you. I dreamt of forever holding you close. Somehow I couldn't find the words to tell you. I love you a lot more than you’ll ever know. I love you enough to let you go and find a happier ending. I’m sorry that it had to turn out this way. I’m sorry that our pride always gets the best of us. I see your love for me. Am I always crying for you? Now I’m still here, crying over you. A shattered dream, sweet we were so in love. You’re so bitter, throw your coldness at me and left. But I feel as if, I can see pass your cold act, deep inside you’re hurting a lot more than you can ever make me feel. I’m sorry for my selfishness. I can feel that you’ve fallen in love with me and give me all of your heart. Sweet I was trying to return your love. I was trying so hard, I hope that you can see how hard I had tried. I’m sorry that i couldn’t do that so well either. I’m sorry for all my flaws and all my faults. I’ve always said I knew this day would come. I must not cry, when you decide to say good bye. But I’m hurting so much now, feel so unprepared. Sweet I can hardly breathe, seeing you go. With every step that you take away from me, I die more inside. Will I really lose my love now? Sweet can’t you see that I’m slowly dying? Sweet didn’t hear me when I said that we should try, I just need more time? At the end I got to let you go. My selfish hearts still longs and cries for you. Sweet with all my guards down and all my pride put aside. I want for you so much right now, to be here with me. Tell me you love me again. Why did we break up like this? I can’t sleep tonight, been up thinking about you and me and how we came to be. Can’t you remember all the words that I said to you? A love that was once so strong and beautiful. Sweet on your way out of the door, you threw it all in the trash. I’m so heartbroken. Seems it wasn’t even real. I close my eyes but the tears continue to flow. Thinking back to when I first met you. Sweet I wish so much right now that I had been your friend instead of your lover. Why didn’t we just be friends? Then maybe you’ll still be here today. It pains me so much to think about it. Sweet I’m missing you so much right now. Praying in silent that maybe you might come back. I’ve always let my pride win over each time, and so do you.
