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Last friday night , I met hairee , asyraf , taufiq and ihsan at under my block. We went to lepak until 4am in the morning. Crazy right ? But its fun actually. Cause every friday, we ton and adventure at the dark places. And this time round is at behind geylang east swimming pool. Asyraf! he pushed me to infront. Wah, painful you know. But nevermind, kau gerek! kau protect aku. aww sayang kau sahabat. heh! :') And hairee paling dangerous ah! Cause he is so over excited. tu part aku tak suke. pasal die betol-betol adventure gile babi. and mati-mati nak pergi tempat seram! haha stubborn to the max sia! orang tenga sakit perut die pulak happy-happy. Haha, then we went to playground. Hahaha, siao ah. I played see-saw with asyraf. kimak sumpah die berat sia. tak bedek! haha then we went to macdonald and we spend 28.20dollars plus sia. lol especially asyraf and hairee ah. prangai budak gemok. then i shoot ice dekat muke hairee. eee, then asyraf masuk ice dekat dalam baju aku. siak. prangai sumpah mintak kene slapping. end up, aku letak chilli sause dekat hidung die. bey dhbis makan kite jalan-jalan pergi lepak dekat aljunied. kite amek lighter and perfume ihsan. test-test lor nak bukak flames besar. dari jauh boleh rase die punye bahan! haha k, overall gerek to the max. :)

I had told myself I won’t let it show. I won’t let you show my sensitively . I won’t show how much you hurt me. I didn’t see the wave that rushed through and crashed on my self esteem. I loved you so and didn't see what I was being made of. My mind is gone, I’m spinning around. My tears were what I will drown. I allowed you to come into my heart and cut me like a knife when you walked out of my life. ): Farhan, You cheer me up, listen to my stories, and also you are always be there for me. i do really cherish our friendship. ): Then again who am i to stop you from being happy if your happy with her. All i want is you being happy and thats all i want for you.

Beautiful! I love her hair. Should i perm? )': Formspring me people. I need your opinion. Thanks.

No need to go for rebonding! This shampoo already makes your hair straight and smooth. Go and try if you don't believe me! Wink*

I will stand and I'll try not to fall. I will go on, I will move on.

You can tell lies! You can spread our secrets! In the end, I know it’s me who will lead you back to you. I know it is me who will watch you fall! Who will watch you crawl, drown in your lies. Then come to me, and I will show you how you made me feel.

Let's just forget about everything we had and pretend we don't know each other, because that's how we're acting. We've been strangers for way too long now, and I really hate it. I just want everything to go back to normal, when we were cool as friends and didn't start talking. I miss our friendship.

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Hey sup, this is my neighbour. His name is Hairil :) And we often quarrel with each other. Still remember we went to macdonald at 4am in the morning just to had a breakfast. Huak! lol please. Well You are the most amazing person I know. You deserve nothing but the best kid (yes your only 19). Heh, :) Last long and I love ya neighbour! Thank you for being who you are.

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I am begging you.

I am still in love with you for some crazy reason. We have something I have never felt with anyone- my heart beats when you're around, I feel high when I leave you. I love you, but still we're not together. You tell me everything- about your family, your secrets, your fears. Do you know how many times I have wanted to tell you I love you but am scared? )': Haish, I never thought I'd be waiting for you to get here instead of planning our separate arrivals. I never thought I'd end up with nothing after careful months of hiding everything. Here I am, one passionate, dramatic, tiring, exciting, extravagant, boring,predictable, spontaneous, chaotic, secretive, on-and-off year later, marked by two break-ups connected by one make-up- all "my fault" and your choices.